KAIZEN FOR LIFE

I have been struggling with the loss of my dog. Losing her was the single most painful thing I have ever experienced, and I keep reliving the moment she passed in my arms. My screams pierced the ears of my whole family. It was the one time in my life I could not be strong. I could not be there for anyone else. I wish more than anything I could see her again and hold her in my arms. But I can’t. At least not yet.

I am trying to remind myself that she is not gone. She is just not here on earth with me. Her spirit exists somewhere and will find me when the time is right. Our time together is not over, only our time in earth together is. As much as I believe this to be true, I keep having to remind myself.

I didn’t know it was possible to feel this much pain. But i know that it simply shows my capacity for love and compassion inside. And I am proud of that. I am proud and honoured to have been able to love her so much.

Until we meet again baby girl – you will always be with me.